I need to vent. Yesterday was a very difficult day. Work was fine. But I was worried about a lot of things while at work... but other than that my work day was good. I was worried about Joseph. He was telling me that he was having a crummy day and I wanted to help make it a better day but I didn't know what to do.
Later, when I got home, is when the trouble started. I had to ride my bike over to 24 hr Fitness and cancel my stupid membership and get a refund because I never went there and some other crap. Well my account was canceled but they wouldn't give me my refund "company policy". Screw that policy. Anyways. I went out the door in a bit of a huff and when I got to my bike I noticed that the tire had gone flat. Talk about Karma. Not sure how... but it did and that didn't help my mood. On the way home I was listening to my iPod Touch Joseph bought me for my birthday :) when I listened to the song by Josh Groban called "Don't Give Up". That got me started on the crying. When I got home I had a full melt down. Just laid on the bed and cried. It also doesn't help that I'm an emotional wreck a least once a month.
My sister Celeste found out that her job was actually a scam company and that they had totally ripped her off and now she has to go find a new job. Her and my sister Hillary both.
Joseph got off work and gave me a phone call while I was still emotional and broke the news to me that his cousin Michael, Aunt Susan's son, (Aunt Susan did our reception) had died while serving in the military in Iraq leaving Amy and their two adorable sons. I cried even more when I had heard that. I think I had only met him once. But the thought of Amy loosing the one she loves hit me hard. Amy, I am sorry for your loss.
Later I got a message from Candace saying that her favorite rat, Tiger, had died of pretty much a cold and that her other rats are sick too. She's worried about her rats. They're like children for her and it's horrible anyways since another rat of hers had died a couple weeks earlier.
Also found out that Joseph's Dad is going into the UVU staffing board today to be evaluated and see if he's going to keep his job. UVU is doing cut backs of their Faculty and we're hoping he doesn't loose his job.
Other crap has happened with other members of our families and was just a bad day.
I have a prayer in my heart and a hug in my arms for all of you and hope you feel the comfort of the Lord in your lives. Remember 'Don't Give Up' and I love you. ♥
